june
18, 2003
O Lord, Don't Let Me Waste My
Life!
by John Piper
I am deeply moved by the courage and carnage
of Iwo Jima. As I read the pages of this history, everything
in me cries out, "O Lord, don't let me waste my life!"
Let me come to the end - whether soon or late - and be able
to say to a family, a church, a city , and the unreached peoples
of the earth, For your tomorrow, I gave my today. Not just
for your tomorrow on earth, but for the countless tomorrows
of your ever-increasing gladness in God." the closer
I look at the individual soldiers in the World War II history,
the more I felt a passion that my life would count and that
I would be able to die well.
As rainy morning wore into afternoon and
the fighting bogged down, the Marines continued to take
casualties. Often it was the corpsmen [medics] themselves
who died as they tried to preserve life. William Hoopes
of Chattanooga was crouching besides a medic named Kelly,
who put his head above a protective ridge and placed binoculars
to his eyes - just for an instant - to spot a sniper who
was peppering the area. In that instant the sniper shot
him through the Adam's apple. Hoopes, a pharmacist's mate
himself, struggled frantically to save his friend. "I
took my forceps and reached into his neck to grasp the
artery and pinch it off," Hoopes recalled. "His
blood was spurting. He had no speech but his eyes were
on me. He knew I was trying to save his life. I tried
everything in the world. I couldn't do it. I tried. The
blood was so slippery. I couldn't get the artery. I was
trying so hard. And all the while he just looked at me.
He looked directly into my face. The last thing he did
as the blood spurts became less and less was to pat me
on the arm as if to say, 'That's all right.' Then he died."
In this heart-breaking moment I want to be
Hoopes and I want to be Kelly. I want to be able to say to
suffering and perishing people, "I tried everything in
the world
I was trying so hard." And I want to be
able to say to those around me when I die, "It's all
right. To live is Christ, and to die is gain."
When the Trifling Fog Clears
At these moments, when the trifling fog of
life clears and I see what I am really on earth to do, I groan
over the petty pursuits that waste so many lives - and so
much of mine. Just think of the magnitude of sports - a whole
section of the daily newspaper. But there is no section on
God. Think of the endless resources for making your home and
garden more comfortable and impressive. Think of how many
tens of thousands of dollars you can spend to buy more car
than you need. Think of the time and energy and conversation
that go into entertainment and leisure and what we call "fun
stuff". And add to that now the computer that artificially
recreates the very games that are already so distant from
reality; it is like a multi-layered dreamworld of insignificance
expanding into nothingness.
Consumed with Clothes
Or think about clothes. What a tragedy to
see so many young people obsessed with what they wear and
how they look. Even Christian youth seem powerless to ask
greater questions than "What's wrong with it?" Like:
Will these clothes help me magnify Christ? Will they point
people to him as the manifest treasure of my life? Will they
highlight my personhood created in the image of God to serve,
or will they highlight my sexuality? Or my laziness? Trust
me, I'm not hung up on clothes. There are some pretty radical,
Christ-exalting reasons to dress down. My plea is that you
be more like a dolphin and less like a jelly-fish in the sea
of fashion - and of contra-fashion (which is just as tyrannizing)
..
Where Are the Young Radicals for Christ?
When I stand, as it were, on the shores of
Iwo Jima and let myself reenact those hours of courage and
sacrifice, and remember that they were young, I cannot make
peace with the petty preoccupations of most American life.
One of them was really young. I read his story and wanted
to speak to every youth group in America and say, do you want
to see what cool is? Do you want to see something a thousand
times more impressive than a triple double? Well, listen up
about Jacklyn Lucas.
He'd fast talked his way into the Marines
at fourteen, fooling the recruits with his muscled physique.
Assigned to drive a truck in Hawaii, he had grown frustrated;
he wanted to fight. He stowed away on a transport out
of Honolulu, surviving on food passed along to him by
sympathetic leathernecks on board.
He landed on D-Day [at Iwo Jima] without a rifle. He grabbed
one lying on the beach and fought his way inland.
Now, on D+1, Jack and three comrades were
crawling through a trench when eight Japanese sprang in
front of them. Jack shot one of them through the head.
Then his rifle jammed. As he struggled with it a grenade
landed at his feet. He yelled a warning to the others
and rammed the grenade into soft ash. Immediately, another
rolled in. Jack Lucas, seventeen, fell on both grenades.
"Luke, you're gonna die," he remembered thinking
Aboard the hospital ship Smaaritan the
doctors could scarcely believe it. "Maybe he was
too damned young and too damned tough to die," one
said. He endured twenty-one reconstructive operations
and became the nation's youngest Medal of Honor winner
- and the only high school freshman to receive it.
As I read that, I thought of all the things
that high school kids think is cool. I sat on the porch where
I was reading and thought, O God, who will get in their
face and give them something to live for? They waste their
days in a trance of insignificance, trying to look cool or
talk cool or walk cool. They don't have a clue what cool is
Of course, we do not use the word cool to
describe true greatness. It is a small word. That's the point.
It's cheap. And it's what millions of young people live for.
Who confronts them with urgency and tears? Who pleads with
them by the collar, so to speak, and loves them enough to
show them a life so radical and so real and so costly and
Christ-saturated that they feel the emptiness and triviality
of their CD collection and their pointless conversations about
passing celebrities? Who will waken what lies latent in their
souls, untapped - a longing not to waste their lives?
My Heart's Plea
Oh, that young and old would turn off the
television, take a long walk, and dream about feats of courage
for a cause ten thousand times more important than American
democracy - as precious as that is. If we would dream and
if we would pray, would not God answer? Would he withhold
form us a life of joyful love and mercy and sacrifice that
magnifies Christ and makes people glad in God? I plead with
you, as I pray for myself, set your face like flint to join
Jesus on the Calvary road. "Let us go to him outside
the camp and bear the reproach he endured. For here we have
no lasting city, but we seek the city that is to come"
(Hebrews 13:13-14). When they see our sacrificial love - radiant
with joy - will they not say, "Christ is great"?
editor's note: the text above is an exerpt
from John Piper's book Don't Waste Your Life.
let this not be an opportunity to point
fingers at your peers who care about cars or clothes or whatnot.
our first instinct is to go yell at some unsuspecting teenager
when we, ourselves, are just as guilty of chasing after "coolness"
in more subtle ways. rather than being quick to harp on other's
idols, we must be examples of people who live for more than
material things or status and other such temporary trash.
in the church, the desire to be cool is
still present. cool has just become something different than
at school. pretending not to care what other people think
is a disease amongst the youth. it is yet another thin lie
we hide behind. we must strive for more than to be looked
up to by younger people, more than being thought of as a real
leader, more than being thought of as all holy and putting
the "lessers in their place", more than being the
one who talks the most and loudest. we exist that Christ may
be exalted. we must stop expending so much energy to put up
a front and direct it towards that which is worthy.
also, i thought it'd be worth mentioning
the war metaphor. some may find it hard to relate to but we
must remember that the main theme behind this is not strength
or valor or a willingness to buck authority to jump into the
fray but rather we ought to be encouraged to take risks and
make sacrifices for the sake of Christ and showing His love
to the world. risk and sacrifice are not to be seen only on
the battlefield or in the uncharted jungles of the mission
field. sacrifices can be made for our friends at school. risks
can be taken to preach the Gospel to our unsaved family members.
every Christian regardless of occupation is called to take
risks and sacrifice that the kingdom, that the family of God
may be expanded.
our generation suffers from an out-of-wack
set of priorities. we, in the church, spend most of our time
asking the question "what's wrong with this or that?".
we follow a a set of suburban, middle class prohibitions so
that we can do our best to simply avoid sin. we ask the wrong
question. the real question of our lives ought to be "does
this exalt Christ?"
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